Wednesday, 8 November 2017

Feeling Lost, how you can try find yourself again...



Do you ever feel lost?
Do you ever lose a lot of things ie your keys, mobile phone, wallet?

Today my blog will be all about being lost and how you can try rediscover yourself in today's busy life....

when I searched google about the meaning lost it comes up with the following description

unable to find one's way; not knowing one's whereabouts.


                      Life can make you feel lost and you dont know what is reality or not
         The past can creep up on us so quickly and we just dont know how it came about
              Life can be like a bunch of keys, we leave it in a place and suddenly they disappear
you ask me, what is this all about? just feeling completely lost in the big wide world
           Life is not easy, no one gets it 100%, that is not why im writing about lost
You would think that  if life could be like the movies, we would all be happier more excited people
Todays life is getting lost in the wilderness... its crazy, people being killed left and right
Its easier for a gp to describe pills to help subside the feelings but we know for sure we will get lost sooner or later in the daily tasks 

I have always wanted life to feel as the movie Forest Gump - Life is like a box of chocolates 
              but in reality life isnt, we feel stuck and lost between reality and normality.

         What do you do to hide your feelings, do you scream and shout? do you go crazy? 
           do you just sit and wait to get disolved and lost in these emotions like a whirlpool? 
There is help out there when you get lost but even that only lasts a few weeks or months 


Finding the best method that suits you is all that is needed, everyone has different needs and wants 



The things you could try could be anything from these - make it yours, you define you
Try reading a nice book, one that captures you so you feel lost and dont want to be bugged
even if you dont feel you can sing, whos watching or listening anyway right?
                    Try talking to someone instead of bottling these feelings in all the time
    
Feeling lost can be felt in different ways, losing your personal belongings and losing yourself
Luckily when we lose our personal belongings they can easily be found
when we lose ourselves its a hard process to be found, but remember you can be found again













The Beast Inside




Life could be crumbling away
Being eaten inside alive by humanity
no one knows the shadows you hide behind
no one understands the daily struggles you face
why should a person put on a face to show unwanted feelings
a mask is easier to conceal the hidden emotions inside

Raging with being a mixed person who cant control emotions
stuck between two identities...
One who is on a high, the other wants to rip things apart
wish life could be more magical

Why cant life have more fun, more holidays?
is it envy or is it a desire? who knows
Seeing others 'falseness' makes you sick
there comes a point of questions why, why, why?

The beast from the past resurfaces 
it cuts deep like a knife, stinging, burning, hurting
can we rewind the hands of time and erase these memories?

Take pills to numb the beast inside, to control these feeling
when the beast erupts its nasty, angry
wanting rage, disruption to tear things apart

People call themselves friends, what are true friends
dont think they realy exist do they?
screaming inside letting these feelings out
a huge cry and scream shout should help
what is normal you ask...
Nothing realy!!!!!!